Kill Kuato

Thursday, February 15, 8:48 PM – marco

looks like filefront took down my endo operation video, I guess they determined it was not a video game. I tried to hide it for a while under the title,
“brain surgery video game designed in Maya”

It lasted about 1.5 months, so if you saw it cool, if not, and you want to really see it, I may be able to upload it somewhere else.

or of course the fotos on flickr here/

Work is becoming hell again.
More anxiety at work. Tension, can’t leave it at work, taking it home,
hard enough to work with clients, and now admin is on my ass.

One ear doing ok, I notice in crowded rooms, I ignore people on my deaf side, or just smile like I understand,
a retarded smile.

aaha, yeah, smile smile, wink cool, nod of head, smile again. I dont know wtf u just said, smile smile wink, nod head smile.

addendum: video of resection on killkuato soon..

Saturday, February 10, 11:09 AM – marco:

The Replacement’s Alex Chilton sounded ok blaring out my speakers. IN fact, it was empowering to know I have one ear.

I got some scary eobs in the mail the other day for what I believe to be the echo cardiogram I had at shahinians office during the pre-op meeting on Nov 22.

My Hardrive crashed so I think I lost all my LA Tumor experience from digi fotos.

For what an electrocardiogram is go to google.

Friday, January 05, 7:22 PM – marco

am blasting my soul through one ear with Superunknown by Soundgarden.
I am glad the garden can still speak to me with their powerful rays of enlightenment and unhinged power.
It’s cool too because I can’t hear crap except the music, so if someone comes in and waves, “hey turn it down”-i just nod my head and turn it up. *)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-eeUjiPIx4

Monday, November 06, 9:15 PM

I was at a hospital employee appreciation party the other night. I sat down with my friend on my right, and I noticed a certificate of 10 year employment on my left. A lady sat down on my left and I go, “HEY, Congratulations for ten years thats great!”

Then I asked, “hey what do you do at the hospital”.
She answered, Waah daaa waa naa”-like the Peanuts Teacher in Charlie Brown’s class.
I looked at my food and said, “thats cool” and proceeded to eat.

I then noticed in my peripheral vision that she was waiting for my answer.
S#@%! I said to myself, she asked a question when I thought she told me her job title. I was thoroughly embarrassed, looked at my plate and ignored her.

The problem is that while she was on my “hard of hearing” side,-STYX paradise theater was blaring out a speaker in the conference room on MY RIGHT. So when my right ear is busy, I cannot hear phonetic articulation on my left, but of course after 35 years of conditioning, I pretend I do.

Same problem I had while going hunting with my bud Brian. I am in the passenger side. It is hot in the truck so I roll down the window.  Maybe Brian says, “Daw wa da waa faa!, I’m like crap, roll up the window, turn my head 180*, “What you say man?” Brian states, “The buck you see the buck!?- I’m like “Fuck!, man, no! Where!
Totally missed the boat.

I also am having sixth sense weird vibes when I go to sleep. Like a gurgle, buzzing white noise. Perhaps it is Kuato trying to reach the light by reaching past my cochlea with his pinky-sticking out my ear. He better not be trying to tickle Wen.